Andy Sixx

Oh my gosh! I actually want to cry. Andy sixx has a daughter!! I can't believe it!! He is only young!! He is like the most beautiful man alive (to me).. His daughter is adorable but I can't believe it!!

The Dark Side Of Me

Three years ago, I went through an emo phase. I liked emo clothes, music, wrote emo poems etc. I can't say I ever slit my wrists though! Anyway, I realised that I still loved things from Topshop, Abercrombie, Urban Outfitters and I was a huge Vivienne Westwood fan. Therefore, I decided to keep some clothes, and only wear them when I felt like it. This gave me the opportunity to have a variety of items in my wardrobe. I still love screamo and rock and metal music. I still wear some of the clothes. However, I stopped with the poems. I now feel as though I need to express myself by writing poems again.

So, after 3 years, I have wrote my first comeback poem. It is terrible compared to how they use to be. Being a polyvore fan, I posted it in the notes for this set --->

Outcast. by

Here is the link to the set if you want to read the poem-->

http://www.polyvore.com/outcast/set?id=15443649

I have no title for this..

Ouch! I went to gym yesterday and I am all sore.. Anyway, has anyone seen the photos of Megan Fox? SHE SHAVED HER HEAD!! Britney Spears disease catches on fast, huh? I can't believe it. I chopped my finger with scissors in textiles today. It hurt. And it bled.. Wow.. I cannot believe I just used "And" at the start of a sentence.. My grammar is getting worse! La La La La Laaa! I am feeling happy today... I had to go to the hospital. Turns out I have had eczema since I was born but the doctor misdiagnosed! How is that humanly possible?! I am having an allergy test soon..

After reading, I suppose it is clear how I have no title..

Disappointing Daughter

I feel such a disappointment. I feel like my mum hates me. I can't do anything right. I needed to be alone tonight. So I slipped into the shower room, pulled my dressing gown hood up and had a cry. I feel as though I everything I do just isn't good enough. After I was all cried out, I curled up on the floor and tried to sleep. My mum came in after about one hour. She had not realised I was upstairs. She thought I had been drinking or taking drugs or being sick. I never told her I had cried. My eyes were all swollen and red raw. She didn't notice. I can't believe that.

Boring day as per usual..

The title says it all. I have been with my dad today (my parents are split and I spend Sundays with my dad). we did NOTHING all day. I was so bored. We just drove round all day. I lectured him about how bad it was for the environment, but he did not seem bothered. Then he told me that being a veggie is not a good idea. I think it is a good idea. (By the way, I am one). So... I have nothing really to say. I was almost sick on my dad though as I hate cars.

Nature

I love the environment. I love the wonderful outdoors. The countryside is such a beautiful place. I love the chirping of the birds; the soft green grass swaying ever so gently; the delicate little flowers and the trickling of a slow stream. I guess you have to wake up though... Our world is not like this any more. We have ruined everything that was once beautiful. Now, going outside, you see cars exhausts releasing emissions; the loud hustle of people; large skyscrapers and factories ruining the landscape. I have a little obsession with being environmentally friendly. I love recycling and trying to help our world.

The ice caps are melting. Our world is heating up due to the hole in the o-zone layer and all we do, is make things worse!

I hate the idea of our world being destroyed. My children may not know what a mountain gorilla is. They may not know what snow looks like. I am worried and I just though I would put my feelings here.

Prom Problems..

I am in my last year at secondary school. I am nearly 16 which means my prom is drawing close. Thing is, I don't really want to go. It sounds like a complete waste of money and time.

My mum has given up on me. She has forced me to sit down for THREE HOURS and look at dresses. I did not like any of them. So I said I would look another day. I went upstairs for a bit... she called me back downstairs. She had another website up... 56 pages full of dresses!!!!!! :O
I just stood in front of the fire and said I don't know what I want. Then she said "You know what Lauren, it seems like you don't want to go! I now REFUSE to pay any money towards your dress! I am not buying ANYTHING for you.. You don't respect how much I do! Your attitude stinks.." BLEH BLEH BLEHHHHHH!!! I sort of blanked and I can't remember what she said.. Then I got sent to my room..
But hey.. NO PROM!!! :D

I really don't get the appeal.. It is more of an American thing than an English thing anyway! You have to buy the dress, the shoes, bag, make-up, nails, hair, ticket, some form of transport... and for what? A few hours of a "party"? Not really my idea of fun! Pendulum are touring in my town on the day of our prom.. Now that is what I call fun! Pendulum! A bit of a mosh pit, some live music and some comfy converse or DrMartens... I am like a pig in mud! Ahahahaa! Seriously, I love concerts.. They are the best thing since sliced bread - and I must say... sliced bread is awesome! I would marry a loaf of Warburtons! Mmmmm.. Bread.... *day-dreams*

Anyway... Please, if you can think of any ways that prom can be fun, let me know!